Monday, July 11, 2011

So ashamed of myself

I am so disappointed. Right before I was preggers, I tried my best to live a healthy, fit lifestyle. I ran, worked out, ate healthy as best as I could. And looked great, felt great, and then being pregnant for 9months, got me in big big trouble. Lol I ate everything I wanted. Well, now I'm paying for it. When I had Abigail, I lost so much I only had 10lbs left before my pre-pregnancy weight. Lately, I've been eating so much junk, bad carbs, and everything..I gained back what I lost post-pardum. I know it's partially my fault with all the sodas, fast food, and bad dieting, lack of exercise. But goodness, I am one sleep-deprived mommy! Not to mention I start back full-time classes in August and I don't know how I'll handle an infant and school. At least I get to stay at home with my baby girl because if I had to work, I don't know what I'll do.

I just checked my weight today and just about fainted. Lol =( I also hate summer time because I am SO LAZY. I am not a fan of Texas heat, and I get so mad when I'm out and about sweating like a pig! When it hits winter time is usually when I work out, and do all the exercise crap. Then summer time its a different story. Maybe I should get on the treadmill instead of complaining so much on here....

1 comment:

  1. oh my gosh, i have been feeling the same way! what to do.

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