Happy 5 Months Abigail!

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I can't believe my baby girl is 5 months today. I wish she would stay little forever. =( I'm kind of sad because I wish I could relive her newborn age all over again. Don't get me wrong. I love her growing up so much. But being a mother is the best thing in the world. Especially to her! I can't imagine neglecting her and putting myself first. I don't know how some people can do that. I have been through it with a narcissistic mother and I don't know how "she" can not feel the guilt inside of her everyday. But I know that things happen for a reason. My daughter's here for me and I will not be like "her". I love my daughter to death!

So far her milestones are:

• Yelling in my ear every morning at 8am! (Everyone knows I am NOT a morning person. I always wake up at NOON everyday. Yes call me lazy. But I love her wake up calls then we'll eventually go back to sleep until noon. So its a win-win situation =P)
• Rolling over! I can't believe she's learning to roll over. First it was struggling with tummy time and picking her head up. Now it's rolling! 
• Laughing her heart out! 
• Starting to cling to mommy. I had a friend come over yesterday and the whole time she was holding Abby. She would STARE me down just to make sure I wouldn't go anyway lol!
• Grabbing things more. She's not really an expert at grabbing things with her hand. But loves to kick. Now she's starting to take her toys when I hand it to her
• Teething! She's been teething since 2-3months. She drools her little butt off like crazy!
• Being the BEST baby she can be!

I love watching her grow up. One night, listening to "In my daughters eyes" by Martina McBride..I had a moment. I went through ALL of her pictures from newborn stage to 5 months old. It brought tears to my eyes. I never knew how much I could love someone so much until now.

In my daughter's eyes, I am a hero.
I am strong an' wise,
And I know no fear.
But the truth is plain to see:
She was sent to rescue me,
...This miracle God gave to me,
Gives me strength when I am weak.
I find reason to believe, in my daughter's eyes.
I realise what life is all about.
It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough;
It's givin' more when you feel like givin' up.

Happy 5 Months my sweet baby girl! Mommy loves you so much!